I hate myself but I still think I’m better than everybody else
I hate people but I’d love to be in a relationship
I love food but I don’t want to get fat
I want money but dont want a job
look it’s my entire life in a post
What if heaven is a giant movie theater where you can watch fanfiction as movies and your otp is canon and there’s free refills on popcorn
You know… normal girls just daydream about getting married and perfect outfits.
Guys… I have a question… if Tumblr was so hard out for cash, why didn’t we donate…? Tumblr has millions of devoted users… some of which would be able to put forth large amounts of money. If we wanted Tumblr to stay the same way, to not be raped by the money-mongering ideas that swarm the rest of the internet, why didn’t /we/, the citizens, step forward and offer up some way to keep the place we love going the way it is.
I don’t know if things are going to change… I keep hearing different things from different places and generally I just want to find out what’s happening. But if things do change, if rules start being implemented that disallow us to display honest feelings and passion for the harmless things we love… I just feel like a lot of the faith in the human race, the faith I found from meeting others like me, people who just /knew/ me, it felt, without ever having met me… knew things even my best friends and family didn’t understand, I feel like that faith will be gone and I’ll fall back into a hole of being alone.
I’m not addicted to tumblr… I get on maybe 2-3 times a day for 10-20 minutes at a time and scroll through my dash, reblog a few things, maybe make some posts of my own, and get on with my life. But that 10-20 minutes was important to me… for someone who has to hide and wear a mask in her own home, it was like coming home, taking off the mask, even if I didn’t say a word I felt like I was among people who just /got/ it. I’d scroll through my dash and find things about me that I’d never realized just from funny reblogs and shit. I didn’t notice until something threatened to take those moments in my day away from me.
Like I said, I don’t really know what’s going to happen… I’m just starting to wish I knew earlier, than maybe all of us did, and that maybe we could have done something, regularly, to keep tumblr afloat is it is. Not risk someone changing everything and making it all fake like the rest of the world.